Dino Family gathering on Christmas 2010 at KL.

Monday, December 27, 2010

The gathering was great & simple... Really a simple gathering. Basically, we just meet, chat, eat, drink & chat... That was all. But we were very happy. lol~
Playing card at Ninja Joe...
All the beauties...
Everyone was busy on taking photos...
So happy to see their smiling faces...
Our T-shirt! Cool~! Only the weird thing is that when everyone wearing it at midvalley, people might think stupid of this.. :p
Yea, this gathering included my ex... And we all at gathering were nice and good... Miss them... Will have another gathering in the future~~~ good memories after all... :D

My internship has just finished greatly!

Finally my internship has ended! Haha! happy! Now is my holiday!
After months of hardwork, I eventually get a great result for my overall intern performance!

Seriously, I got a very good news on my feedback!
My supervisor praised me like hell~! :p really la.. no joking here..
She said: "you're very good, you got the trait of being leader, you have the right attitude on working, you only need I teach once then no need repeat anymore, you a very good helper, you will not stop at a stage, you tend to learn more and go higher, your working quality is very good & neat, trust me, you will be a successful person in future."
Referred to my supervisor, my colleges got say so... "He very hard working..." "He has the right attitude" "He can learn thing very fast." They even said, "why kevin go so fast???"
I just... WOW!!! I really surprised for this. Is a totally surprised! I didn't even know I've done that well.
Now I get to know myself even better, and I'm not going to stay at this stage, I'll keep on learning and improving...

I can't believe what I did. This phone number can reach her...

Friday, December 17, 2010

It was a susident, I thought of one person who I lost contact for almost 6 years. But her phone number I got still keeping in my locker. Then I took out, before trying, I was hoping the phone number is no more exist.

After pressing "call", then doo... doo... doo... Halo? Halo? Who? Erm... you're XXX? Who are u? Erm... I just try to call this number which I got long time ago, So you're XXX? Yea, who are you?

WHAT THE HELL!!! She is still using this phone number and this is she!!!
Yea, my god elder sister... Erm.. but now... I'm not sure...
Then I tried to help her recall who am I, then she did.
Both of us were in a stuck from moment to moment during conversation. It was a surprised for both.

Unconsciously, we talked for long enough. Then finally we stopped and say good night. Then I checked my phone credit, sweat. used up RM20++ which I just reloaded RM30, tomorrow gonna reload again.. =.=

During the conversation, she still like a elder sister, cares me... but sad case is, when she tried to say things to care me, I just only think of one person, who is my only god younger sister. Things she said were making me feeling that she doesn't understand me, and this made me think to my younger sister, she knows me very well.

For that moment, I just want my younger sister talk to me, not her. Sad... I have no meant to, but the reality is we did being separated for more than 5 years.

Isn't she still want to be elder sister? Or she actually pretending due to doubt. Or what? I don't really know. I don't even know whether I still want her. I actually don't think so... Haiz... But I do really very clear about myself that, my god younger sister is always on top of her. Miss her... WPJ...

My inspiring timetable I ever made... Wakakakaz...!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Cool right? Wakakakaz! You can make your own one too! ^^
Happy happy new semester! Yuhuuuuu~~~! :D

Time to change guitar strings.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

It has been quite a long time I didn't change my electric guitar strings. Cause save money. :P
So today, afternoon, I bought new set of guitar strings and changed it during evening.
It was about to start...
After removed old strings... I cleaned my guitar whole-heartedly... :D
Take a picture 1st...
Nice looking right?
Alright, it was about to put the new strings...
Continued with tuning. Finally, nicely done! :D

My grandmum's 93rd birthday.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

It was bravo!!! she now already 93 years old, but look at my grandmum, cool right? With 2 fingers showing "yeah!" Hahax... We were all so happy... :D
Hope she can go through her 100th birthday! I'm waiting for that......

Another production from Slash!

Monday, November 1, 2010

I like the melody in the air with full of slash's solo...
Yea, he can consider my influence. Whenever I listen to slash's song, I really feel like picking up my guitar and do some solo. But I'm not satisfied with my own one. :(
Below is the cover of slash's album. He invited various kinds of singer to join him in this production. It is great. I get different types of inspiration from listen to his whole album. Rock!
For those of you not knowing him, then who's Slash you might wondering. Just see yourself by the picture below.
His real name is Saul Hudson. He is a worldwide famous lead guitarist in 80s. For more infor you can just google slash.
After listening Slash's album in my room with dimmed light, I'm total inspired. Then simply look at my electric guitar, I feel like to say "I love u" to it! HeHe... I feel nice to hold it and ROCK it! :D

Fobia on washing glassware.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Last Friday I broke a jar. Today, again, I susidentally broke a jar in lab... And get hurt too... Some more, it was at middle finger... really fxxk... =.=
My supervisor gave me a plaster. Hahax...
Since I entered university, I was so used to break glassware in lab. Most of time were due to slippery of my hands. Too bad... :-(

A song made me think of her...

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Today... when on the way to jogging... I feel bored with the CD then I changed another one. Then, this song get played.

Haiz... someone just appeared in my mind. It was her. My ex elder god sis. She had just disappeared in my life. Without a last word.

I still remember the last call I received from her was during my hard time at hospital. That time was just after the surgery. I broke my leg during an accident. I was freaking tortured on bed with only little movement of my body allowed.

She promised to come and visit me by tomorrow. But then, I had been waiting for all day long. Every shadow that passed through my room's door just gave me a hope on her. 1 hour was like 1 week. Eventually she didn't turn up. The day after, no more response from her no matter how hard I tried to get her.

I knew the answer. I just hope the sorrow can be buried deep down to my heart. I don't know why, I just don't hope to erase it. Maybe someday, it will raise to the surface when it needs to...

Wish you are happy and healthy...

Tight feeling when things come to an end...

Sunday, October 10, 2010

It's has been some times I didn't update ya~

From the final exam finished, until the 1st week of internship... I wanna conclude all here...

The events flow is like this: Hang out after finished exam, then trip to genting n kl with dino family, then back ipoh start my internship...
It meant a lot a lot to me... Great memories... I will never ever forget these sweet memories!!!
She is my thin girl... Damn miss u...
My greatest friend... damn mis u too~
The last picture we took at 1506... :'( a lot of memories inside 1506!!!
10 persons squeezed inside a super duplex room... U can see they r addicted to gambling...
Last station at KL, after all, we are going to leave!!! somebody cried that moment...
Nice shoot + nice post~!
It was in a susiddent (suddenly incident)... 2 clowns invited me to performance with them at genting 1st world hotel lobby.. So i just jam little with them.. fun ya~ ^^
I love this.. I can feel it from all their smiles...
we were packing to leave hotel at genting...
So I took a picture with them.. nice memory... I like clown actually... It makes people smile... :D
This is a very good shoot... Can u feel it?!?!
I was behind with a girl poking each other... wakakakaz...
Midvalley, we sang K n shopping there.. was a touching memories.. somebody cried when leaving... But I quite regret not to hug some...

1st station when we reached kl for breakfast... this is 10 of us going to genting...
From kampar -> ktm -> kl sentral -> monorail (1st time I sit on) -> titiwangsa -> Genting!!!
Miss u guys very much~
Happy moment~! Wish u all healthy always...
This is the center of bonding among us... built up of people from 4 houses at kampar westlake home during university life. Each of us got a mini dino (as u can see the green color thing) and one day we all will stick it back to the big dino! This is the great MEMORIES OF DINO FAMILY...
Happy happy genting trip... :D

After the 1st week of internship, it was quite ok.. just busy all the time n keep on learning new things. My supervisor quite nice.. I'll have my internship at Ipoh until X'mas eve...

Everyone in dino family is graduated, but not me, I'm the only one have to go back Kampar n continue the university life. When the moment everyone was leaving, I actually cried hard inside my heart... Kind of missing them... Hope i don't feel empty when get back to Kampar. I will take it as a brand new beginning... See u guys at March, Convo~~~ I'll bring the big dino for u all to stick on it n we all will be wearing our own dino T-shirt!!! So stay healthy everyone... I'm waiting for that!!!

The Obama's Burger!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

It's seriously nice!!! You can find it at VEGAS located at Kampar, Perak.

The lecture notes are thick, but the initiative is thin.

Friday, September 10, 2010

It has been in the study week, but yet, things are not going well. The mood of study is not tense, the living style is deviated, and the self-motivation is fading away...

My house couldn't access to internet due to some installation problem. So ended up study and online at McD. Beside was the picture captured during the time at McD.

The will I can fully concentrate myself on notes is getting less. This is a bad sign. Undeniable, the intention for me to get better result is getting less and less. Once you realize that almost all the things you learn in university are hardly applied to the real society, you will no longer got that motivation. Study is inevitable for a student. But still, I know I'm going to learn more things other than academic stuff, and this makes me become moodless on studying.

Haiz... Really trying to get back to the study mood. But, where is my motivation?

The lecture notes are thick, but the initiative is thin.

I really have to seriously think to myself.
When every time I said to myself: "It's time to study."
No doubt there is another voice behind my head saying that: "You have to memorize those bored and rigid theories. Are you sure you can apply what you have memorized? Is this really what you want?
Then I'll say to myself: "Why I'm here to do all these?!"

Hold on, when I get studied in university, I learnt things. Then why I'm here? To learn things!
Am I doing all these to learn things? Yea, I'm, then why I'm not interested in studying? Now I see, it's because of the things I learned not very suit me. That is why...

I think I have to be clear, there is no perfect place to give offers for you to learn everything as you wish... Am I right?

With different places and different people, we then deal with different things and people. Everything that surrounds you isn't gonna go the way as you like but as they are. They only make changes according to their nature of balance.

Well, we then got no point of blaming them. Now I see, I'm blaming the things I'm studying. I'm finding excuses to run away from the hard time. I'm becoming very bad.

Look at the window, out there are the things that aren't gonna to take changes for me. But I always have choices to make inside window here.

I wanted to stand strong when one day I go outside the window. There are my dreams out there, there are journeys which I wanted and there are something waiting for me to achieve one day. If today I don't prepare a way for them, if today I still live with weak determination, if today I'm lazy and moodless, the day will never come.
If today I'm still blaming on such a little small thing, the "something" out there will be saying that:
It's your choice...
It's okay if you say NO. I would have just disappeared...
But if u say YES, then I'm yours...

Yea, it's my choice... :-) I know what I'll choose... :-D

The lecture notes are thick, but my dreams are indispensable!!!

"Pray For You"

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Check out the video below:

A damn nice song for those just broke up... Another way to release stress. Haha...
I gonna learn this song and sing it with guitar~

Here is the lyric:

Pray For You - Jaron And The Long Road To Love

I havent been to church since I don’t remember when
Things were goin’ great ‘til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do
He said you can’t go hatin’ others who have done wrong to you
Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn
Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know where ever you are honey, I pray for you

I’m really glad I found my way to church
‘Cause I’m already feelin’ better and I thank God for the words
Yeah I’m goin’to take the high road
And do what the preacher told me to do
You keep messin’ up and I’ll keep prayin’ for you

I pray your tire blows out at 100 and 10
I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car,
wherever you are honey, I pray for you.

Crazy assignment class...

Thursday, September 2, 2010

It called as assignment, actually it was a open book quiz.
We brought our books and notes, share to each other. But one of my friends brought his laptop to class! Haha... but the moment, I wasn't only open book, it was open internet too!
In fact, the assignment was designed that there cannot be any discussion. But we just didn't bother, we shared information and asked questions to each other. Lucky the lecture just closed one of his eye. :-p
Besides, we also fully utilized the technology. Because some of our friends sit quite far from our discussion group, after we get the answers, we took picture down and sent to them through bluetooth. Wahahaha.. Below is an example...

We seriously broke the rules, it was considered too over, but we just did it! :-p
The lecturer just speechless when we used the internet to find answers. Haha...
But the end of the assignment, we even pass through our answer sheets around for others to copy. The lecturer saw it clearly but then, he just ignored. Haha... he is really kind!
In fact, the questions really hard, solely with books and notes, half of the answers couldn't be found. Lucky we got the internet! Our juniors also need answers from us, cause they couldn't access to internet that moment... Somehow, we just helped.
It was crazy and fun~ ^^ Great memories.
Thanks to that of my friend who brought laptop for the assignment.

As usual...

Saturday, August 28, 2010

The best thing about tonight is that I remained passive.

We had drinks & talks at Ipoh.
As usual, I'm the one who has been considered as "He's still studying, he doesn't know anything much about the real society"
Simply because of I'm the only one who is still studying.

But I feel that being like this is a better role among my best friends, there is no point to give so much of views in front of them without real experience. In fact, I experienced, it is just that the things I experienced and interpreted are totally different from them. There are contrast indeed.

Everyone has different thoughts. The concept of building up future is different. There were some topics where we had the same views, but when it went into real action, it became different. Why I use the word "different"? I'm just crystal clear about the "difference", I will become an alien among them if I tell them what my real thoughts are. For them, I'm the only one who has not come out to work (In fact I was the one who went out to work earlier than them [with my father]). So if I tell them about my views, they just think: "Aiya, when you go out to work like us, then only you know la. You talk to much also not practical." (Because of have not go out work right?) Sigh~~~

I initiative went outside world to talk to different people. Found things to work also. But I tell them non of the things I worked with. The reason is I don't want them to stop and discourage me, because they have different thoughts with me! Besides, what I worked with is the things they might no like it. At the meanwhile, I think the experience I got still far more not enough to get what my want, cause the major thing I want need an extra strong foundation. I analyzed the things I get from people, keep asking why, how, why, how, whyyyyyy? & howwwwww??? I had interpreted things from different angles, and I don't think that is enough, I want more "big angles"! I want see the picture as whole then only as least I get satisfied.

Nevertheless, I think it's good for me to remain passive and listen to them all the while. As least, I'm like usual, I absorb what they said, then I get more knowledge on it. It's fine for me to be like a stupid or "he's still studying, he doesn't know anything much". Because I'm still the benefit one.

However, I feel good to be with them. Love you all~

Pool stucking...

Thursday, August 26, 2010

These are damn situation on pool... Ah~~~~ how to cue it?
There are things in life like this... challenging... It depends on how u cue your dilemma...