Tight feeling when things come to an end...

It's has been some times I didn't update ya~

From the final exam finished, until the 1st week of internship... I wanna conclude all here...

The events flow is like this: Hang out after finished exam, then trip to genting n kl with dino family, then back ipoh start my internship...

It meant a lot a lot to me... Great memories... I will never ever forget these sweet memories!!!

She is my thin girl... Damn miss u...
My greatest friend... damn mis u too~

The last picture we took at 1506... :'( a lot of memories inside 1506!!!

10 persons squeezed inside a super duplex room... U can see they r addicted to gambling...
Last station at KL, after all, we are going to leave!!! somebody cried that moment...
Nice shoot + nice post~!
It was in a susiddent (suddenly incident)... 2 clowns invited me to performance with them at genting 1st world hotel lobby.. So i just jam little with them.. fun ya~ ^^
I love this.. I can feel it from all their smiles...
we were packing to leave hotel at genting...
So I took a picture with them.. nice memory... I like clown actually... It makes people smile... :D
This is a very good shoot... Can u feel it?!?!

I was behind with a girl poking each other... wakakakaz...
Midvalley, we sang K n shopping there.. was a touching memories.. somebody cried when leaving... But I quite regret not to hug some...

1st station when we reached kl for breakfast... this is 10 of us going to genting...

From kampar -> ktm -> kl sentral -> monorail (1st time I sit on) -> titiwangsa -> Genting!!!
Miss u guys very much~
Happy moment~! Wish u all healthy always...
This is the center of bonding among us... built up of people from 4 houses at kampar westlake home during university life. Each of us got a mini dino (as u can see the green color thing) and one day we all will stick it back to the big dino! This is the great MEMORIES OF DINO FAMILY...
Happy happy genting trip... :D

After the 1st week of internship, it was quite ok.. just busy all the time n keep on learning new things. My supervisor quite nice.. I'll have my internship at Ipoh until X'mas eve...

Everyone in dino family is graduated, but not me, I'm the only one have to go back Kampar n continue the university life. When the moment everyone was leaving, I actually cried hard inside my heart... Kind of missing them... Hope i don't feel empty when get back to Kampar. I will take it as a brand new beginning... See u guys at March, Convo~~~ I'll bring the big dino for u all to stick on it n we all will be wearing our own dino T-shirt!!! So stay healthy everyone... I'm waiting for that!!!

The Obama's Burger!

It's seriously nice!!! You can find it at VEGAS located at Kampar, Perak.

The lecture notes are thick, but the initiative is thin.

It has been in the study week, but yet, things are not going well. The mood of study is not tense, the living style is deviated, and the self-motivation is fading away...

My house couldn't access to internet due to some installation problem. So ended up study and online at McD. Beside was the picture captured during the time at McD.

The will I can fully concentrate myself on notes is getting less. This is a bad sign. Undeniable, the intention for me to get better result is getting less and less. Once you realize that almost all the things you learn in university are hardly applied to the real society, you will no longer got that motivation. Study is inevitable for a student. But still, I know I'm going to learn more things other than academic stuff, and this makes me become moodless on studying.

Haiz... Really trying to get back to the study mood. But, where is my motivation?

The lecture notes are thick, but the initiative is thin.

I really have to seriously think to myself.

When every time I said to myself: "It's time to study."

No doubt there is another voice behind my head saying that: "You have to memorize those bored and rigid theories. Are you sure you can apply what you have memorized? Is this really what you want?

Then I'll say to myself: "Why I'm here to do all these?!"

Hold on, when I get studied in university, I learnt things. Then why I'm here? To learn things!

Am I doing all these to learn things? Yea, I'm, then why I'm not interested in studying? Now I see, it's because of the things I learned not very suit me. That is why...

I think I have to be clear, there is no perfect place to give offers for you to learn everything as you wish... Am I right?

With different places and different people, we then deal with different things and people. Everything that surrounds you isn't gonna go the way as you like but as they are. They only make changes according to their nature of balance.

Well, we then got no point of blaming them. Now I see, I'm blaming the things I'm studying. I'm finding excuses to run away from the hard time. I'm becoming very bad.

Look at the window, out there are the things that aren't gonna to take changes for me. But I always have choices to make inside window here.

I wanted to stand strong when one day I go outside the window. There are my dreams out there, there are journeys which I wanted and there are something waiting for me to achieve one day. If today I don't prepare a way for them, if today I still live with weak determination, if today I'm lazy and moodless, the day will never come.

If today I'm still blaming on such a little small thing, the "something" out there will be saying that:

It's your choice...

It's okay if you say NO. I would have just disappeared...

But if u say YES, then I'm yours...

Yea, it's my choice... :-) I know what I'll choose... :-D

The lecture notes are thick, but my dreams are indispensable!!!

"Pray For You"

Check out the video below:

Pray For You

A damn nice song for those just broke up... Another way to release stress. Haha...

I gonna learn this song and sing it with guitar~

Here is the lyric:

Pray For You - Jaron And The Long Road To Love

I havent been to church since I don’t remember when

Things were goin’ great ‘til they fell apart again

So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do

He said you can’t go hatin’ others who have done wrong to you

Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn

Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill

I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to

I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls

I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls

I pray all your dreams never come true

Just know where ever you are honey, I pray for you

I’m really glad I found my way to church

‘Cause I’m already feelin’ better and I thank God for the words

Yeah I’m goin’to take the high road

And do what the preacher told me to do

You keep messin’ up and I’ll keep prayin’ for you

I pray your tire blows out at 100 and 10

I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill

I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to

I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls

I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls

I pray all your dreams never come true

Just know wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car,

wherever you are honey, I pray for you.

Crazy assignment class...

It called as assignment, actually it was a open book quiz.

We brought our books and notes, share to each other. But one of my friends brought his laptop to class! Haha... but the moment, I wasn't only open book, it was open internet too!

In fact, the assignment was designed that there cannot be any discussion. But we just didn't bother, we shared information and asked questions to each other. Lucky the lecture just closed one of his eye. :-p

Besides, we also fully utilized the technology. Because some of our friends sit quite far from our discussion group, after we get the answers, we took picture down and sent to them through bluetooth. Wahahaha.. Below is an example...

We seriously broke the rules, it was considered too over, but we just did it! :-p

The lecturer just speechless when we used the internet to find answers. Haha...

But the end of the assignment, we even pass through our answer sheets around for others to copy. The lecturer saw it clearly but then, he just ignored. Haha... he is really kind!

In fact, the questions really hard, solely with books and notes, half of the answers couldn't be found. Lucky we got the internet! Our juniors also need answers from us, cause they couldn't access to internet that moment... Somehow, we just helped.

It was crazy and fun~ ^^ Great memories.

Thanks to that of my friend who brought laptop for the assignment.

As usual...

The best thing about tonight is that I remained passive.

We had drinks & talks at Ipoh.

As usual, I'm the one who has been considered as "He's still studying, he doesn't know anything much about the real society"

Simply because of I'm the only one who is still studying.

But I feel that being like this is a better role among my best friends, there is no point to give so much of views in front of them without real experience. In fact, I experienced, it is just that the things I experienced and interpreted are totally different from them. There are contrast indeed.

Everyone has different thoughts. The concept of building up future is different. There were some topics where we had the same views, but when it went into real action, it became different. Why I use the word "different"? I'm just crystal clear about the "difference", I will become an alien among them if I tell them what my real thoughts are. For them, I'm the only one who has not come out to work (In fact I was the one who went out to work earlier than them [with my father]). So if I tell them about my views, they just think: "Aiya, when you go out to work like us, then only you know la. You talk to much also not practical." (Because of have not go out work right?) Sigh~~~

I initiative went outside world to talk to different people. Found things to work also. But I tell them non of the things I worked with. The reason is I don't want them to stop and discourage me, because they have different thoughts with me! Besides, what I worked with is the things they might no like it. At the meanwhile, I think the experience I got still far more not enough to get what my want, cause the major thing I want need an extra strong foundation. I analyzed the things I get from people, keep asking why, how, why, how, whyyyyyy? & howwwwww??? I had interpreted things from different angles, and I don't think that is enough, I want more "big angles"! I want see the picture as whole then only as least I get satisfied.

Nevertheless, I think it's good for me to remain passive and listen to them all the while. As least, I'm like usual, I absorb what they said, then I get more knowledge on it. It's fine for me to be like a stupid or "he's still studying, he doesn't know anything much". Because I'm still the benefit one.

However, I feel good to be with them. Love you all~

Pool stucking...

These are damn situation on pool... Ah~~~~ how to cue it?

There are things in life like this... challenging... It depends on how u cue your dilemma...

My best Muslinese girl

She is my best best Mulism-Chinese girl.

Haha.. I'm just kidding, she is purely a chinese girl, just because she doesn't like to eat pork, so I call her ask Mulisnese.

I'm just suprised that this is her 1st time having "Dim Sum" in her life. Her virgin is on us (our classmates) at Ipoh. Haha!

As you can see on the dish, she seperated out the pork that she doesn't want. For me, I'm kind of pity on her, cause pork is just nice!!!

Gossip-Lab

This is what chemist will do in university life.

They are my classmates, when it experiment is getting waited, we all will sit down and start gossip. In other word, doing laboratory works, beside from learning, it serves as platform for relationship development. We gossip gossip until experiment is done.

This picture is captured during my year 2 semester 2.

For me, it's a good sign, cause we fully utilized our time during lab. :-p

This semester going to a end...

Well, this semester is approaching to the end. Right now is the study week, most of friends went home, me too. The street of university going to be silent, and the smell of stress is going to become denser and denser. This is a normal phenomenon in most universities.

But for me, the thoughts in my mind are getting complicated, I can sense that. Financial, academic, lovers, friends, capabilities, attitude, all these elements always get streamed in my mind on and off. Life isn't a simple thing when you aim for higher than normal people. However, in detail, I feel that it is not about my goals in my life is higher than others, but is different than others.
I don't like being in red sea environment (红海）but being in blue sea（蓝海）in comfortable for me. This is from business term, because I don't like to fight the same things with others but fight different things for myself. This is my life philosophy.

Actually I'm sick of working for money but money working for me is better for me. I would like to use all my free times to do something more worth to the mankind and the world. You see the people nowadays working is for their life get the so called money, when they get free space and time, they spend for their own benefits. From working, they bypass their contribution to the society, but in you a serious question asking you that: if you have a chance to not to work, will you? Definitely! I won't! Why we have to work? We have several reason, money, faces, satisfaction, social identiy, and more... but most are for themselves do you notice that? Anyone working for the world? Stupid factor to work for the world right? Haiz... This is the culture that has significant destructive power to collapse the earth...
I'm just frustrated with the attitude of egoism for people nowadays...

Why involve this topic already ah? =.=

Next semester will be my second year, it's more tough as predicted. But I'm not scared at all, I can't wait to get through them indeed. I found an attitude to face all these challenges, it is the energetic attitude. Agree or not? If you're being energetic enough, your mind is be critical, conscious enough and speedy enough...

There are a lot of hard time waiting for me to go through out there. It's not just a hard word can describe them, but a misery maybe. I will keep one perception is my mind:
~『做中學，錯中修；不要怕，不要悔。』~
But hor, if life doesn't has any hard time, will that life be meaningful? Wow, it sounds like I should appreciate each hard time and love them much, it is the source of meaningful and colorful!

Since when I being so confused about my writing in my blog ah? The thing is just like there are a lot of things in my gut but don't know how to spell out. Hahax... that is why sometimes my action is faster than my blog....

OK la, this sem is going to end, just boost for all my papers. When the sem break starts, I wanna grasp my time to read more books! Enhance my knowledge in investment for passive income. Being unemployed before 30 is my dream and now I'm going for it!!!

To everyone I loved: Cherish our life forever~!
When a new semester comes, we fight for our life again! Miss you all so much!!!