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2010: I can't get a new before I put. I only have 2 hands 1 heart.

2011-01-01T21:42:00.010+08:00

2010, has just passed. It is now being a past. All of it... PAST...

There are too many things to mention in 2010. Uncountable...

On my facebook profile, I posted this:

In 2010, for those who had wif me undergone hurt, laugh, cry, share, listen, talk, discuss, wisdom, regret, fun, great, mess, bad, hard, love, like, dislike, backstab, courage, help, enjoy, crazy, problems, failure, success, give up, give in & more & more, i would to say thank you very very much. Becos of u all, my life was fullfilled. No matter enemies or friends, I appreciate u all. See u next year!

My heart still here, although it has been incised deeply, but not whole.

Do someone knows, if you hurt someone, it is equal to hurt yourself?

But why we do hurt people? If it comes to a situation that hurting someone is a

better for both, it is good to do so, just for the sake of goodness.

"Hurt", is tearing hurting... "Hate", is freaking hating... and "Love", is utmost

loving... that is all i can say for my heart in 2010.

About "Love", I can't get a new before I put down all of it, because I only

possess 2 hands & 1 heart.

Dino Family gathering on Christmas 2010 at KL.

2010-12-27T22:15:00.004+08:00

The gathering was great & simple... Really a simple gathering. Basically, we just meet, chat, eat, drink & chat... That was all. But we were very happy. lol~

Playing card at Ninja Joe...

All the beauties...
:)
Everyone was busy on taking photos...
So happy to see their smiling faces...
Our T-shirt! Cool~! Only the weird thing is that when everyone wearing it at midvalley, people might think stupid of this.. :p
:D

Yea, this gathering included my ex... And we all at gathering were nice and good... Miss them... Will have another gathering in the future~~~ good memories after all... :D

My internship has just finished greatly!

2010-12-27T21:31:00.009+08:00

Finally my internship has ended! Haha! happy! Now is my holiday!

After months of hardwork, I eventually get a great result for my overall intern performance!

Seriously, I got a very good news on my feedback!

My supervisor praised me like hell~! :p really la.. no joking here..

She said: "you're very good, you got the trait of being leader, you have the right attitude on working, you only need I teach once then no need repeat anymore, you a very good helper, you will not stop at a stage, you tend to learn more and go higher, your working quality is very good & neat, trust me, you will be a successful person in future."

Referred to my supervisor, my colleges got say so... "He very hard working..." "He has the right attitude" "He can learn thing very fast." They even said, "why kevin go so fast???"

I just... WOW!!! I really surprised for this. Is a totally surprised! I didn't even know I've done that well.

Now I get to know myself even better, and I'm not going to stay at this stage, I'll keep on learning and improving...

I can't believe what I did. This phone number can reach her...

2010-12-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

It was a susident, I thought of one person who I lost contact for almost 6 years. But her phone number I got still keeping in my locker. Then I took out, before trying, I was hoping the phone number is no more exist.

After pressing "call", then doo... doo... doo... Halo? Halo? Who? Erm... you're XXX? Who are u? Erm... I just try to call this number which I got long time ago, So you're XXX? Yea, who are you?

WHAT THE HELL!!! She is still using this phone number and this is she!!!

Yea, my god elder sister... Erm.. but now... I'm not sure...

Then I tried to help her recall who am I, then she did.

Both of us were in a stuck from moment to moment during conversation. It was a surprised for both.

Unconsciously, we talked for long enough. Then finally we stopped and say good night. Then I checked my phone credit, sweat. used up RM20++ which I just reloaded RM30, tomorrow gonna reload again.. =.=

During the conversation, she still like a elder sister, cares me... but sad case is, when she tried to say things to care me, I just only think of one person, who is my only god younger sister. Things she said were making me feeling that she doesn't understand me, and this made me think to my younger sister, she knows me very well.

For that moment, I just want my younger sister talk to me, not her. Sad... I have no meant to, but the reality is we did being separated for more than 5 years.

Isn't she still want to be elder sister? Or she actually pretending due to doubt. Or what? I don't really know. I don't even know whether I still want her. I actually don't think so... Haiz... But I do really very clear about myself that, my god younger sister is always on top of her. Miss her... WPJ...

My inspiring timetable I ever made... Wakakakaz...!

2010-11-27T16:53:00.003+08:00

Cool right? Wakakakaz! You can make your own one too! ^^

Happy happy new semester! Yuhuuuuu~~~! :D

Time to change guitar strings.

2010-11-17T22:19:00.004+08:00

It has been quite a long time I didn't change my electric guitar strings. Cause save money. :P

So today, afternoon, I bought new set of guitar strings and changed it during evening.
It was about to start...
After removed old strings... I cleaned my guitar whole-heartedly... :D
Done...
Take a picture 1st...
Nice looking right?
Alright, it was about to put the new strings...
Continued with tuning. Finally, nicely done! :D

My grandmum's 93rd birthday.

2010-11-14T17:01:00.005+08:00

It was bravo!!! she now already 93 years old, but look at my grandmum, cool right? With 2 fingers showing "yeah!" Hahax... We were all so happy... :D

Hope she can go through her 100th birthday! I'm waiting for that......

Another production from Slash!

2010-11-01T23:01:00.004+08:00

I like the melody in the air with full of slash's solo...

Yea, he can consider my influence. Whenever I listen to slash's song, I really feel like picking up my guitar and do some solo. But I'm not satisfied with my own one. :(

Below is the cover of slash's album. He invited various kinds of singer to join him in this production. It is great. I get different types of inspiration from listen to his whole album. Rock!

For those of you not knowing him, then who's Slash you might wondering. Just see yourself by the picture below.

His real name is Saul Hudson. He is a worldwide famous lead guitarist in 80s. For more infor you can just google slash.

After listening Slash's album in my room with dimmed light, I'm total inspired. Then simply look at my electric guitar, I feel like to say "I love u" to it! HeHe... I feel nice to hold it and ROCK it! :D

Fobia on washing glassware.

2010-10-25T20:53:00.005+08:00

Last Friday I broke a jar. Today, again, I susidentally broke a jar in lab... And get hurt too... Some more, it was at middle finger... really fxxk... =.=

My supervisor gave me a plaster. Hahax...

Since I entered university, I was so used to break glassware in lab. Most of time were due to slippery of my hands. Too bad... :-(

A song made me think of her...

2010-10-13T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today... when on the way to jogging... I feel bored with the CD then I changed another one. Then, this song get played.

Haiz... someone just appeared in my mind. It was her. My ex elder god sis. She had just disappeared in my life. Without a last word.

I still remember the last call I received from her was during my hard time at hospital. That time was just after the surgery. I broke my leg during an accident. I was freaking tortured on bed with only little movement of my body allowed.

She promised to come and visit me by tomorrow. But then, I had been waiting for all day long. Every shadow that passed through my room's door just gave me a hope on her. 1 hour was like 1 week. Eventually she didn't turn up. The day after, no more response from her no matter how hard I tried to get her.

I knew the answer. I just hope the sorrow can be buried deep down to my heart. I don't know why, I just don't hope to erase it. Maybe someday, it will raise to the surface when it needs to...

Wish you are happy and healthy...

Tight feeling when things come to an end...

2010-10-10T11:22:00.010+08:00

It's has been some times I didn't update ya~

From the final exam finished, until the 1st week of internship... I wanna conclude all here...

The events flow is like this: Hang out after finished exam, then trip to genting n kl with dino family, then back ipoh start my internship...

It meant a lot a lot to me... Great memories... I will never ever forget these sweet memories!!!

She is my thin girl... Damn miss u...
My greatest friend... damn mis u too~

The last picture we took at 1506... :'( a lot of memories inside 1506!!!

10 persons squeezed inside a super duplex room... U can see they r addicted to gambling...
Last station at KL, after all, we are going to leave!!! somebody cried that moment...
Nice shoot + nice post~!
It was in a susiddent (suddenly incident)... 2 clowns invited me to performance with them at genting 1st world hotel lobby.. So i just jam little with them.. fun ya~ ^^
I love this.. I can feel it from all their smiles...
we were packing to leave hotel at genting...
So I took a picture with them.. nice memory... I like clown actually... It makes people smile... :D
This is a very good shoot... Can u feel it?!?!

I was behind with a girl poking each other... wakakakaz...
Midvalley, we sang K n shopping there.. was a touching memories.. somebody cried when leaving... But I quite regret not to hug some...

1st station when we reached kl for breakfast... this is 10 of us going to genting...

From kampar -> ktm -> kl sentral -> monorail (1st time I sit on) -> titiwangsa -> Genting!!!
Miss u guys very much~
Happy moment~! Wish u all healthy always...
This is the center of bonding among us... built up of people from 4 houses at kampar westlake home during university life. Each of us got a mini dino (as u can see the green color thing) and one day we all will stick it back to the big dino! This is the great MEMORIES OF DINO FAMILY...
Happy happy genting trip... :D

After the 1st week of internship, it was quite ok.. just busy all the time n keep on learning new things. My supervisor quite nice.. I'll have my internship at Ipoh until X'mas eve...

Everyone in dino family is graduated, but not me, I'm the only one have to go back Kampar n continue the university life. When the moment everyone was leaving, I actually cried hard inside my heart... Kind of missing them... Hope i don't feel empty when get back to Kampar. I will take it as a brand new beginning... See u guys at March, Convo~~~ I'll bring the big dino for u all to stick on it n we all will be wearing our own dino T-shirt!!! So stay healthy everyone... I'm waiting for that!!!

The Obama's Burger!

2010-09-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

It's seriously nice!!! You can find it at VEGAS located at Kampar, Perak.

The lecture notes are thick, but the initiative is thin.

2010-09-10T03:30:00.001+08:00

It has been in the study week, but yet, things are not going well. The mood of study is not tense, the living style is deviated, and the self-motivation is fading away...

My house couldn't access to internet due to some installation problem. So ended up study and online at McD. Beside was the picture captured during the time at McD.

The will I can fully concentrate myself on notes is getting less. This is a bad sign. Undeniable, the intention for me to get better result is getting less and less. Once you realize that almost all the things you learn in university are hardly applied to the real society, you will no longer got that motivation. Study is inevitable for a student. But still, I know I'm going to learn more things other than academic stuff, and this makes me become moodless on studying.

Haiz... Really trying to get back to the study mood. But, where is my motivation?

The lecture notes are thick, but the initiative is thin.

I really have to seriously think to myself.

When every time I said to myself: "It's time to study."

No doubt there is another voice behind my head saying that: "You have to memorize those bored and rigid theories. Are you sure you can apply what you have memorized? Is this really what you want?

Then I'll say to myself: "Why I'm here to do all these?!"

Hold on, when I get studied in university, I learnt things. Then why I'm here? To learn things!

Am I doing all these to learn things? Yea, I'm, then why I'm not interested in studying? Now I see, it's because of the things I learned not very suit me. That is why...

I think I have to be clear, there is no perfect place to give offers for you to learn everything as you wish... Am I right?

With different places and different people, we then deal with different things and people. Everything that surrounds you isn't gonna go the way as you like but as they are. They only make changes according to their nature of balance.

Well, we then got no point of blaming them. Now I see, I'm blaming the things I'm studying. I'm finding excuses to run away from the hard time. I'm becoming very bad.

Look at the window, out there are the things that aren't gonna to take changes for me. But I always have choices to make inside window here.

I wanted to stand strong when one day I go outside the window. There are my dreams out there, there are journeys which I wanted and there are something waiting for me to achieve one day. If today I don't prepare a way for them, if today I still live with weak determination, if today I'm lazy and moodless, the day will never come.

If today I'm still blaming on such a little small thing, the "something" out there will be saying that:

It's your choice...

It's okay if you say NO. I would have just disappeared...

But if u say YES, then I'm yours...

Yea, it's my choice... :-) I know what I'll choose... :-D

The lecture notes are thick, but my dreams are indispensable!!!

"Pray For You"

2010-09-05T09:14:00.004+08:00

Check out the video below:

Pray For You

A damn nice song for those just broke up... Another way to release stress. Haha...

I gonna learn this song and sing it with guitar~

Here is the lyric:

Pray For You - Jaron And The Long Road To Love

I havent been to church since I don’t remember when

Things were goin’ great ‘til they fell apart again

So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do

He said you can’t go hatin’ others who have done wrong to you

Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn

Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill

I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to

I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls

I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls

I pray all your dreams never come true

Just know where ever you are honey, I pray for you

I’m really glad I found my way to church

‘Cause I’m already feelin’ better and I thank God for the words

Yeah I’m goin’to take the high road

And do what the preacher told me to do

You keep messin’ up and I’ll keep prayin’ for you

I pray your tire blows out at 100 and 10

I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill

I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to

I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls

I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls

I pray all your dreams never come true

Just know wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car,

wherever you are honey, I pray for you.

Crazy assignment class...

2010-09-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

It called as assignment, actually it was a open book quiz.

We brought our books and notes, share to each other. But one of my friends brought his laptop to class! Haha... but the moment, I wasn't only open book, it was open internet too!

In fact, the assignment was designed that there cannot be any discussion. But we just didn't bother, we shared information and asked questions to each other. Lucky the lecture just closed one of his eye. :-p

Besides, we also fully utilized the technology. Because some of our friends sit quite far from our discussion group, after we get the answers, we took picture down and sent to them through bluetooth. Wahahaha.. Below is an example...

We seriously broke the rules, it was considered too over, but we just did it! :-p

The lecturer just speechless when we used the internet to find answers. Haha...

But the end of the assignment, we even pass through our answer sheets around for others to copy. The lecturer saw it clearly but then, he just ignored. Haha... he is really kind!

In fact, the questions really hard, solely with books and notes, half of the answers couldn't be found. Lucky we got the internet! Our juniors also need answers from us, cause they couldn't access to internet that moment... Somehow, we just helped.

It was crazy and fun~ ^^ Great memories.

Thanks to that of my friend who brought laptop for the assignment.

As usual...

2010-08-28T05:05:00.000+08:00

The best thing about tonight is that I remained passive.

We had drinks & talks at Ipoh.

As usual, I'm the one who has been considered as "He's still studying, he doesn't know anything much about the real society"

Simply because of I'm the only one who is still studying.

But I feel that being like this is a better role among my best friends, there is no point to give so much of views in front of them without real experience. In fact, I experienced, it is just that the things I experienced and interpreted are totally different from them. There are contrast indeed.

Everyone has different thoughts. The concept of building up future is different. There were some topics where we had the same views, but when it went into real action, it became different. Why I use the word "different"? I'm just crystal clear about the "difference", I will become an alien among them if I tell them what my real thoughts are. For them, I'm the only one who has not come out to work (In fact I was the one who went out to work earlier than them [with my father]). So if I tell them about my views, they just think: "Aiya, when you go out to work like us, then only you know la. You talk to much also not practical." (Because of have not go out work right?) Sigh~~~

I initiative went outside world to talk to different people. Found things to work also. But I tell them non of the things I worked with. The reason is I don't want them to stop and discourage me, because they have different thoughts with me! Besides, what I worked with is the things they might no like it. At the meanwhile, I think the experience I got still far more not enough to get what my want, cause the major thing I want need an extra strong foundation. I analyzed the things I get from people, keep asking why, how, why, how, whyyyyyy? & howwwwww??? I had interpreted things from different angles, and I don't think that is enough, I want more "big angles"! I want see the picture as whole then only as least I get satisfied.

Nevertheless, I think it's good for me to remain passive and listen to them all the while. As least, I'm like usual, I absorb what they said, then I get more knowledge on it. It's fine for me to be like a stupid or "he's still studying, he doesn't know anything much". Because I'm still the benefit one.

However, I feel good to be with them. Love you all~

Pool stucking...

2010-08-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

These are damn situation on pool... Ah~~~~ how to cue it?

There are things in life like this... challenging... It depends on how u cue your dilemma...

My best Muslinese girl

2010-08-26T13:04:00.003+08:00

She is my best best Mulism-Chinese girl.

Haha.. I'm just kidding, she is purely a chinese girl, just because she doesn't like to eat pork, so I call her ask Mulisnese.

I'm just suprised that this is her 1st time having "Dim Sum" in her life. Her virgin is on us (our classmates) at Ipoh. Haha!

As you can see on the dish, she seperated out the pork that she doesn't want. For me, I'm kind of pity on her, cause pork is just nice!!!

Gossip-Lab

2010-08-26T13:00:00.001+08:00

This is what chemist will do in university life.

They are my classmates, when it experiment is getting waited, we all will sit down and start gossip. In other word, doing laboratory works, beside from learning, it serves as platform for relationship development. We gossip gossip until experiment is done.

This picture is captured during my year 2 semester 2.

For me, it's a good sign, cause we fully utilized our time during lab. :-p

This semester going to a end...

2009-12-06T02:00:00.002+08:00

Well, this semester is approaching to the end. Right now is the study week, most of friends went home, me too. The street of university going to be silent, and the smell of stress is going to become denser and denser. This is a normal phenomenon in most universities.

But for me, the thoughts in my mind are getting complicated, I can sense that. Financial, academic, lovers, friends, capabilities, attitude, all these elements always get streamed in my mind on and off. Life isn't a simple thing when you aim for higher than normal people. However, in detail, I feel that it is not about my goals in my life is higher than others, but is different than others.
I don't like being in red sea environment (红海）but being in blue sea（蓝海）in comfortable for me. This is from business term, because I don't like to fight the same things with others but fight different things for myself. This is my life philosophy.

Actually I'm sick of working for money but money working for me is better for me. I would like to use all my free times to do something more worth to the mankind and the world. You see the people nowadays working is for their life get the so called money, when they get free space and time, they spend for their own benefits. From working, they bypass their contribution to the society, but in you a serious question asking you that: if you have a chance to not to work, will you? Definitely! I won't! Why we have to work? We have several reason, money, faces, satisfaction, social identiy, and more... but most are for themselves do you notice that? Anyone working for the world? Stupid factor to work for the world right? Haiz... This is the culture that has significant destructive power to collapse the earth...
I'm just frustrated with the attitude of egoism for people nowadays...

Why involve this topic already ah? =.=

Next semester will be my second year, it's more tough as predicted. But I'm not scared at all, I can't wait to get through them indeed. I found an attitude to face all these challenges, it is the energetic attitude. Agree or not? If you're being energetic enough, your mind is be critical, conscious enough and speedy enough...

There are a lot of hard time waiting for me to go through out there. It's not just a hard word can describe them, but a misery maybe. I will keep one perception is my mind:
~『做中學，錯中修；不要怕，不要悔。』~
But hor, if life doesn't has any hard time, will that life be meaningful? Wow, it sounds like I should appreciate each hard time and love them much, it is the source of meaningful and colorful!

Since when I being so confused about my writing in my blog ah? The thing is just like there are a lot of things in my gut but don't know how to spell out. Hahax... that is why sometimes my action is faster than my blog....

OK la, this sem is going to end, just boost for all my papers. When the sem break starts, I wanna grasp my time to read more books! Enhance my knowledge in investment for passive income. Being unemployed before 30 is my dream and now I'm going for it!!!

To everyone I loved: Cherish our life forever~!
When a new semester comes, we fight for our life again! Miss you all so much!!!

3rd Anniversary with my beloved dear~~~

2009-12-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

3 years ago from the date and time of 2/12/2006, 2 a.m. Our relation was in love. In the conversation through space (through phone) in a distanced places, but we started out relationship.

3 years later and it is now, we still in relationship in loved. There are uncountable arguments and problems we gone through, sorrow and happiness are major parts in our relationship.

This year our anniversary was postponed later in one day because the date didn't match out free time. Below are photos taken during our simple and sweet celebration...

We bought meat in tesco, we made watermelon juice, we cooked spaghetti and its source. It was delicious!!! we made this sweet sweet dinner together and enjoyed it slowly. Cheers!!!

It was a happy ending...

But...

When the time I 1st met my gf in westlake (cause she has been fetching me back Ipoh) I was very disappointed. I'm a guy who really don't like to see others bad faces. It is so not respectful for me. Then? we argued again la... Both angry like hell, threw spec some more. Haiz... was me again stepped in a kind manners, taking the initiative to speak softly even though both had wrong in this case. So what? I'm a male, I'm only the one should take initiative to comfort her... So hard to achieve that. I just forget about it, hope it really won't happen again.

The financial condition for my gf and me is worst. We can't afford to do many things. I have to ear bread everyday in my uni life also. Haiz... Beauty is the only only important for a female? My gf has been buying shishedo for her beauty without considering future financial planning but on concentrate in beauty. I don't like that. If I take those RM 300 from buying expensive products to go for invest, the return is much more greater, but normal female doesn't notice that. They like to save and save their money just for their beauty. What for? Just for beauty? Is that the everything through out your life? I as her bf, has to help me in financial things. I surely love her, that is why I sincerely willing to spend my money on her life. I know have much more hard to go if I lose control of my financial planning. In fact,. I lost my financial support, but I will to. Because it's solely I love her... Dear, knowledge, personality and inner beauty are richer and valuer than beauty... We cannot too concentrate on a single part in our life. Because it will give rise of unbalance lifestyle...

In end, I just have to say, I love you so much, 3 years is a prove for us to stay longer and stonger! Muack!!!!!!

Boring classes

2009-10-21T10:06:00.003+08:00

This short sem started already, but most of the classes are bored,making me feel sleepy on classes. Hahax... however, I think this situation will end soon as the assigment things coming on and on...

Nice to be here... yesterday gathered with my friends which I met since the orientation of uni of my Jan intake. We ate steamboat and played mafia last night, syoknya~ Most of my kampar family gang not here around, but still have to go on. 1506 is very silent...

New semester begins lu!!! Yeah!!!

2009-10-18T20:22:00.010+08:00

This is a short semester which consists of only 7 teaching weeks...

I have 3 subjects to be studied during this semester i.e. Organization Human Resource (OHR), Interpersonal Communication (IPC) and Introduction to Japanese (JAP). All are my minors... I'm happy because this sem has no report need to do (because no laboratory)!!!

This evening when I was packing and tidying my room, I found out a sheet with meaningful contains.
-> You don't have to know "How To" before setting the goal. You set the goal and then you will see the "How To"!
-> Fear is sometimes a false evidence of appearing things...
-> Tomorrow is today!!! (Try to think in detail... Today is tomorrow of yesterday. So today is tomorrow and vice versa)
-> When you keep energy to the problem, the problem grows...

You know what, sometimes a little statement may make you have a great change. But look out, some of the statements sound meaningful but not necessary true. For example, "能够用钱解决的问题就不是问题啦~" This statement itself has big problem but too many people don't realize that. When you get a statement, it sounds meaningful, but you have to digest it 1st before putting it into your soul.

However, I'm so happy about this sem not because it doesn't has report, is actually because of I can study. I know many children or teenagers out there are waiting chances to be educated, but sadly they can't get it. Well now I want grab this great opportunity to study, besides study for the pointer, but rather than the knowledge... 人穷也不能穷知识!

My CE Y1S2 Result...

2009-10-15T10:16:00.000+08:00

GPA: 2.5125 (From 2.9 dropped to 2.5)
CGPA: 2.7188 (From 2.9 dropped to 2.7)

The above result accompanied with a grade of F for my Computer paper... Not bad lo. Got a "F" (failed) still can get GPA 2.5, not bad lo...

This is the result that I predicted right after I missed my computer paper... GPA 2.5 was I predicted previously can now I get a GPA 2.5125, same lo... I can accept la... With this situation now, I just be satisfied lo... CGPA 2.7188, Left 0.3 to chase back... I can de!!!

From another view,
As I was a bad boy in secondary school, now turned to be an undergraduate, and also with CGPA near to 3.0, satisfied lo. I know I can do even better, but slowly ba... I'm just 1st year, two more years to go. I can chase back de!!! I want second-upper!!!

Here, I wanna thank all people around me encourage me to move on no matter what happens. Thank for those study with me, teach me when I don't understand, especially the physics, hard ah... Dr Lee (my physics lecturer)... I know I made u disappointed as you put your hope on me so much. But I tried my hard to do my physics, the final exam paper just very difficulty, I already tried my best... Hope you understand me. Thank you Chester, KO, Qsun, Lim, SheeLing and many of my classmates, all of you have accompanied me through out those semesters... Now the new semester is nearly to begin, are you ready? I'm ready!!!

Beside, thank to everyone that are in the "Family" of my Kampar gang... JJ ah, XinYin ah, too many to mention. Sorry that I made u all a suddent suprise that I missed my computer paper... I never hope this happens again...

Overall, satisfied... Hope everyone beside me, no matter what result you get, it's the fact that can't be changed, but the future is something not only to change, is more to create... Look forward my beloved friends!!!

2009 October Sem Breaking...

2009-10-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm semester breaking...
Time to rest and rejuvenate!!!

When think back about those Computer paper things again la... Haiz... Actually until now, i still can't get the point, the main reason yet... But it's really a time to change... My life style... yea... my life style.. and the major thing is my thoughts...

I felt that all friends around me have the same opinion, when I put my personal msg on my msn (I want cover back to CGPA 3.0), All msn friends said that it's not a problem for me... but in fact in the reality... it is "is"...

Why???

Well, there are many things impede me... but life should be challenging right? No problem comes appear, no learning opportunity... agree?
Haiz... somehow... I just can't overcome it... Can't explain here... Not easy to explain here...(lazy to explain ah~!) IT'S JUST I CREATED PROBLEM TO MYSELF...! ARH~~~!
waste time, money & energy!!! sick of it!

I really want make a clear realization... I don't want the same big mistake appear in my life again!!! I must learn from my mistake!!! 錯中修!!!
Yea... I should not scared/afraid of it..."不要怕，不要悔。" Because life is a continuous process, time streaming, space obeying...

My next semester is another new semester!!! Another brand new again... new chance... gogogo!!!

Used VS Loved

2009-09-09T10:27:00.000+08:00

USED vs LOVED

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up a stone

and scratched lines on the side of the car.

In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times not
realizing
he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple
fractures.

When the child saw his father..... with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when
will my fingers grow back?'

The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it
a lot of times.

Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he
looked at the scratches;

the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'. The next day that man committed
suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful,
lovely
life & remember this:

Things are to be used and people are to be loved.

The problem in today's world is that people are used while things are
loved.

Let's try always to keep this thought in mind:

Things are to be used,

People are to be loved.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character;

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

2 girls there, not here anymore... but seem like here also... mind-confused;heart-tight

2009-08-15T22:32:00.007+08:00

Sometimes, I'm not clear about myself... Isn't it I don't have any position within? because I'm male? I can't be treated normally?

Any little talk seems like no more space to me involve in, feeling like I have been chased out there...

Too many things are there, but none of those I have the right to involve, I don't have the right to talk even!

Too many things hiding from me! Too many things hurting me! why? i also don't know lo... feel like myself to stupid!

Haiz... In fact, where is my right to involve? There are girls, you're boy! Keep yourself back, don't ever go there, stay everything out, don't bother, don't hear, don't care... Back to myself without having any relation with them... That is solution for this moment only I can find back myself. That is the way for this moment only I can live better.

Back to here... Don't go there... Don't care there... because I don't have the right to be with there indeed. Because no matter how good I be for them, I'm just different with them, I'm just not having right to involve within 2 girls in kampar. Because they are girls!!! I'm BOY!!!

Moment

2009-08-15T22:15:00.003+08:00

"Moment" this word is really best to describe feelings or mood.
Sometimes, when you don't know how to be yourself or lost out yourself, it will last only in a moment.
Well, within a moment, you have many choices... Well, for me... I prefer push away all those choices and create mine one, i.e. stay at the same frame of mind, having my own thoughts... That would be more comfortable.

I have bad moment, good moment, terrible moment, bored moment, great moment, or even don't have time to stay in a moment.
I prefer to set a moment to myself, only me without others. The moment consists of my world, my thoughts. I love the feelings when I aligned with everything in this world. Having same state of mind with the world. Saying inner world talks, talking to the world is actually talking to myself.

When the busy life can't get away from you, I prefer get myself away from the busy life. Because my moment is my essential moment, I can't live without it and I can't breath without it.

The best thing I ever felt is talking to myself.

Alone? No! I'm talking to myself!

People might think that I'm crazy, I think that you're stupid.

One without his/her own space of moment, you're no longer yourself.

Sometimes, I'm thinking that this is a place where nobody is allowed to go in. My thoughts are mine, not yours. My thoughts are unique. I'm my thoughts.

I have lived on the earth for 21 years...

2009-07-31T04:00:00.013+08:00

Busy, busy and busy making me no time to write blog recently... Somehow, this is my space to talk to myself... I have to come back here and have some inner talks.

I have lived on the earth for 21 years... I'm organism, living thing, homo sapiens... hahax.. sure everyone knows... But the point is, as a species of homo sapiens, we know actually what we are doing?

I have been observing so called life on this earth for over 21 years. And even i put so many feelings into it. It's totally undescribable.

Tonight, a silent nite... I didn't know why i couldn't get into sleep since i tried to sleep from 11.30pm until this moment. My mind is full of things. Maybe this is moment for me get my mind rest from the progressive time line. Everything just stop for me for a while.

I used to describe so called life since I was small, the only answer i could get was: Life is point of view. But now, the answet is just one part of it. Maybe...

Along this 21 years on the earth, I have gone through too much of things which are uncountable. I crept since I was baby, walked and then run; I suffered beating from parents; I cried; I lost to myself; surrundered to things against me; gave up music, gave up basketball, gave up too many things; too many things I failed to try; losing too many chances; I loved and being loved; I hurt someone and being hurt by someone; sometimes hurt until my hands were paralyzed shaking at the middle of the night; loved girls for years; went to seaside with family, very enjoyed; played guitar with my cousin; jamming with my best friends; first time performed on the stage, first time entered university life; first time to have motorcycle; first time facing serious accident with left leg's bone fractured; cried at the middle of the night for uncountable times; first to have own blog; first moving out from house and live alone out there; living with philosophy since small; having unique thoughts since born, had my first love since standard five; few girlfriends until now, new best friends; new memories; bought first electric guitar for RM 1250; firs time going out to work with dad at form three; drove lorry since form three; always argue with my sister since small until now; first time went to real concert that was Avril Lavigne's concert at KL; received gifts through birthday; chased by many girls; lost some memorable friends; being a school class teacher for standard one at PoiLam; being a clerk at development company; worked as promoter before; composed own songs; love cute things since small; since small, I loved the things which girls would like, e.g. dolldom; like to eat wantanmee since small; being more matured than others during secondary school; being a gangster when I was at the beginning of seconday school; I smoked before; I turned from a bad boy to a neutral boy; from losing out the study career until gaining back; learnt how to swim from my dad; learnt how to drive from ym dad; observed my dad how to survive in this society; observed myself how to live on from time to time; being hurt by girl until wanted to jump from high building to death; had elder sister before, but with sad ending; being a vice president of guitar club; studied form 6 at ACS; just for particular girl, cried for her almost every single night; get deep realization from mind night crying; being tougher of myself; being helpfull; being scheming; being selfish; being sincere; being considerable; being cool; being nice; being polite; being mature; being spoiled-manner; being danger; being horrible; being sweet; being down; being regret; being happy; being cheerful; being energytic; being sleepy; being stressed; being relax; being passion; being enjoyed; being scolded; being nature; being myself; being others; being unknown; gone through several stages of life; change from a kind of person to another kind of person; changing until this moment, living until this moment, awake until this moment, observe until this moment, realizing until this moment, having inner talks until this moment, there are too many uncoutable things that are in my life...

21 years; this figure is not very big, but not small also. I can do many things but also can do nothing along these years...

After I lived on the earth for 21 years, I feel that, life is a preicous ever thing I have ever met. It is three dimensionals, consists of time, space and one secret thing. I have three living principles in my life, but even after 21 years, one that is tight with me is philosophy. I do any action in my life is actually involved my own philosophy.

From now on, I will continue toughen my philosophy. Music is my living soul from time to time.

From the deepest saying, I'm still me, the same manner of thoughts when I was born in here. This is the only thing that will never changed until the end of my life. Because without this, I'm no longer me.

My phrase: 『做中學，錯中修；不要怕，不要悔。』

破萤 - 第一届拉曼大学乐塔创作坊歌曲创作发表演绎会 @ 28th June 2009

2009-07-03T09:56:00.011+08:00

See, performer, Kevin 谢立康. a guitarist... I don't want just a guitarist. In fact, I want be a composer! Yo! Next season i want send my composition to them... see whether can get a prize or not... hehex...
Above is the album which consists almost all the songs that composed by Utarians. It cost RM 18, but mine album is valuer than RM 18 o~, because i got all the signature from all singers!
Andy with the beauty singer from the song of "只想对你说一句 I'm sorry", her
Me with the great singer from the song of "只想对你说一句 I'm sorry", her name is Elle, major in PR, PJ university campus.
The chairman of yuetamusic...
My fren, ipoh guitarist...
Drumer and singer together with me in this photo
My fren, handsome helper...
Hahax... Andy, a strong guitarist in my band... yo!
My electric guitar...

Music instruments we used during the concert...

These were the photos that I captured down during this music concert.

The title of the concert is "破萤". This music concert really show that utar really got alot of music-lover... I know there are many people out there love music so much! You all are very welcome to join in, you no need know music instrument well, we here is to share music which is really essential.

During the gig, people asked me "how can i get the song that performed just now?" I told them the album is just over outside, u can buy anytime, it's RM 18 only! For those songs which are not recorded in the album then i'm sorry, I only can tel them is it is essential, u can't download anywhere but only listen once during the gig!

Sincerely, all the songs that being performed on that stage of the day are really nice... I miss it so much! but at least, i got the album which i can enjoy anytime... :-p

Gambateh yuetamusic! 加油乐塔创作坊！

~Welcoming Concert~ @ 13th June 2009

2009-06-13T15:53:00.009+08:00

Here are the photos about the welcoming concert...

When I was in the studio for practices...

Yo man... playing electric guitar la~

When rehearsal...

The heritage hall....

The concert almost starts......

Yo, that electric really cool man! Sure it's expensive!... But the sound really damn good la.. like it!

After the show, I took some photos with my friends...

They are the committee members...

This is one the lenglui from the committee also...

This is my handsome bassist also... cool...

However, the show was cool, we played so high on stage. As overall, we reached the requirement from the committee, it's my satisfactory.

Ok, now, new life begins!

2009-05-29T22:55:00.005+08:00

Today, 29th of May. I'm sitting here at 1506/A4, westlake, kampar. Previous post like a mess. However, my new life should begin now!

OK, new semester, new thing, new start, new life! I want be a smart n' steady person. This is also what I always want! And I should be like that so that I have confidence to face new challenge!

Sleep at 11pm every night is good and wake up at 5am is best. What I want is to better than previous semester. I want 3.5 to 3.7. I don't know whether I can achieve this or not; but I'll try! Just go and try, this is my point. Can or not is another thing.

The sky is dark now, the street is silent, and I'm hearing my heart saying... Start from tomorrow, is another stage of life. Don't care what you done for the last, the future is right in front of you. Just go~~~

I'll follow what I discovered: 『做中學，錯中修；不要怕，不要悔。』
I'm here to live, not alive!

Good night~!

I don't know what i write... I'm not clear...

2009-05-29T12:45:00.003+08:00

After discussed with gf. I decided to lower my aim. 3.5-3.7 is enough. It's better achieve "better" 1st than the "best".

Haiz... Many things out of control. Just do what my hands can do.

Many things I wanted to write here. But when sitting down, my mind is blank. I think it's too many and I don't know where should start from.

Hope everything will be fine...

Things are hard to predict. It's better to create it. See 1st ba...

Confidence should get back... Energy should get back... Time should get back...

I also don't what i'm talking on this post... Totally blur... Let it be...

Bye... Let it me...

Enjoy biscuit making... But the weather tourtures me...

2009-05-25T08:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I went to my gf's house to make biscuit! It was quite hard at 1st, but once I mastered it, the work became easier. The progress of making this kind of biscuit is slow. But it was very enjoy...

Maybe because of yesterday work, I didn't sleep well. The weather was damn hot yesterday! While I was sleeping at the middle of the night, my body sweating! The worst weather woke me up and ended me up headache this morning.

The climate change of the weather really bad. Who made it? is you and me, the human.

You can sacrifice many things to achieve what you want, but better don't choose health.

2009-05-15T09:00:00.000+08:00

Agree? Many young people nowadays, will probably sacrifice their health to achieve what they wanted. It doesn't sound good to anybody, but everybody does so. Why? Because of the surrounding.

Everyday, most undergraduates will go their bed at a very late night. They have assignments, reports, tests, quizzes, discussions and a lot of coursework stuff waiting for them. Times being grabbed by those things. Sleep? Later first la~~~

365 days in a year, you will spend about hundred days just on the sleep. In other word, sleeping occupies about 27% of days in a year, while occupies about 30% of hours in your routine, on the average.

And some undergraduates, they may allow only 20% of hours occupied by sleeping per day, on the average.

We should have a normal sleeping habit, then your health will be ok. This everyone knows. But if you contribute less on your sleeping, your health will probably be affected. Come on, health is more important than others. Don't always choose the health as a victim. Once you lose health, you will lose more than that.

Occasionally, I know some situation may not allow you much on the sleeping, so you must remember after work, do some compensation on your sleeping. I think this is only way to gain back your health.

Remember o~ You always have the choice, don't always choose health as victim. Health is worthy than others. When you hear the 'victim' calling you from suffering, bring it out or else the person gets hurt is you.

When the semester starts, we fight! When the semester break comes, we sleep! Hahax...
Guys, happy holidays!

I know health is more important than study...

2009-05-14T09:20:00.000+08:00

As I said wanna achieve 4.0 CGPA in my up-coming semester, my girlfriend started to cool me down. She doesn't wish to see me forcing myself so hard to achieve good result. In fact 4.0 for me is a perfect result in academic.

My health seems like getting worse now. Headache comes to me frequently. When I sick, it takes long time to recover. My immune system is weaken now. I know, this one i know. And i know that my gf just want me to be happy and healthy through out the life.

Ok la, I say that however, I'll give a try to achieve 4.0 CGPA. Failure without a try will make me feel the sense of loss. At least let me to try it ok? Even though I fail, I'll fail with satisfaction.

My gf says that "during semester break, you should rest well, and it's only time for resting. Once the semester reopens again, you have to fight again, and you got very less time for resting."
OK la, I promise la... Even through I study next semester's stuff during my sem break, by the way, I'll get my relaxation well ok? And I'll always remember that without a healthy body, Others seem like pointless.

Tq to my dear~~~

『做中學，錯中修；不要怕，不要悔。』

2009-05-14T00:50:00.005+08:00

『做中學，錯中修；不要怕，不要悔。』

在生命中的某个时刻，我寻到了这句哲理。十二个字包含了生命的一大部分。对我而言，这是生命中的十二大字。让我们来好好仔细分析这句哲理吧~

『做中学』 - 做字在先，表示说任何东西与事件，都要有个“做”字在先。你一定要做；如果你不做，事情是不会有所跟进的。很多人都只是空想，想他们应该怎么开始做，到头来连第一步也没踏出。那我告诉你吧，梦想不只是纯粹拿来想的，那你还等什么？做啊！成功不是一种意外。你真正需要的只是东西的概念，其余的你都能从你做的过程中看到，而从做的过程中得到宝贵的经验。不在乎你走得多慢，只要你不停。世上的知识是永生求不完的，我们要从做的过程中学习，边做边领悟。

『錯中修』 - 错误﹑不对﹑误解﹑搞错﹑误会和过失都是在“错”字内，而这“错”字的含义其实很广，它还包含了不正当﹑不道德﹑不公正﹑不好﹑不法﹑毛病﹑缺点和生命中的种种流失。通过错，我们可以更加认识我们自己，从中调整我们自己的人品人格。凡事都需要我们去深思，事情不只是单单从表面就可以了解的。一旦错出现了，我们就该好好利用它以进行反省。错就好像是我们的导师，它可以告诉我们很多我们平时看不到的东西。有些人把错形容成“失败”，不管你怎么形容它，每一个错的出现，都印证了你已向对的出现跨前了一步；同样的，每一个失败，都表示着你已向成功跨前一步。没失败哪来成功？

有些人不知道他们错的时候错了，对的时候对了，因为他们不太懂得错与对之分，再说，错与对中间都夹着些不错也不对或是对也是错的元素。这就是为什么我们要从做中又来学，错中又来修呢~

『不要怕』 - 先听听这个吧~
「一个年轻人离开家乡，要开始创造自己的未来。少小离家，心里难免有几分惶恐。他动身的第一站，是去拜访部落酋长，请求指点。酋长正在练字，他听说有位后辈开始踏上人生的旅途，就写了三个字：“不要怕”，然后抬起头来，望着前来求教的年轻人说：“孩子，人生的秘诀只有六个字，今天先告诉你三个字，供你半生受用。”」

就这三个字，“不要怕”真的能影响你的大半生啊~相信你曾听过中年以前不要怕吧，因为年轻时是最有活力的了。趁着你很有推动力时，朝你的那片天空飞去，是再也潇洒不得了！蠢的人会等待机会的来临，而且还可能错失良机；聪敏的人会好好把握每一次宝贵的机会；成功的人会是创造机会的那一种。不要害怕去做每一件事，你会发现成功与失败都是一种很有意义的东西。
再仔细的分析，有些人在做的过程中，会很害怕于将得到的成绩或结果，而对自己的“做”缺乏信心，你忘了吗？做中学啊，错中还要去修啊。不要害怕去尝试，更害怕的是你不去尝试。

故事中其余的三个字呢？当然是“不要悔”啊~

『不要悔』 - 继续听下半段的故事吧。
「20年后，这个从前的年轻人已是中年，他有一些成就，拥有了很多的快乐，也添了很多的伤心。归程漫漫，近乡情怯，他又去拜访那位酋长。
他到了酋长家里，才知道老人家几年前已经去世。家人取出一个密封的信对他说：“这是老先生生前留给你的，他说有一天你一定会再来。”他拆开信封，里面赫然又是三个大字：“不要悔”。」

不要习惯性的为你的选择而后悔，你要清楚的知道，每一个时刻都是一个选择，而每一个选择都来自你自己；你更要知道的是，在每一个不同的情况下，你都有选择的余地。不要用“早知道”来推卸责任，早知道或早不知道都是你的选择。一旦你选择了，就不要后悔啊~相信你也听过中年后不要悔吧！在你选择做某些事情时，可以得到欢乐，也可以得到悲伤。欢乐是一种很美丽的回忆，悲伤也可以是一种很珍贵的回忆。要达到这种“不要悔”又有很好回忆的境界的话，你真的需要好好珍惜身边的任何人与物。

如果将人生一分为二，前半生的人生哲学是“不要怕”，后半生的人生哲学是“不要悔”。
人生在世，中年以前不要怕—最大的错误是不敢犯错；中年以后不要悔—最大的遗憾是没有遗憾。这是经验的提炼，智慧的浓缩。

~『做中學，錯中修；不要怕，不要悔。』~这十二个字，是一种过程。

终于写完了！哈哈！很开心！希望能够带给读者很多的益处吧！
资料来源：一些网络，和一本书 - 世界最简单的哲理书，刘华亭编著，德威出版。
以上的大多都是自编的，而所取得资料都已经过本人修改。
希望您能享尽无穷！谢谢！Thank you~! ;-)

The frist semester of my univeristy life ended.

2009-05-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

After 乱闯乱冲, the sem finished.

One thing so silly happened on me. I didn't even know that I needed to take one subject namely "English Language"; and I never attended too! The weird thing was I didn't get listed in the bar list! Haiz... when final examination timetable came out, I just saw it! The coursework marks is 40% and the final exam marks is 60%. I only can pass this subject with the mark from my final. I just done what I supposed to.

My aim for each sem through out the years is get at less 3.0 CGPA and above. But now, haiz... so hope la... I have to do something to compensate my mistake. I want to achieve 4.0 CGPA for my next semester. It sounds impossible... next sem, the subject is hard for me; physic, calculus & algebra, these are the subjects that I'm weak on it. How?!?! So I tell myself. My aim for next sem is 4.0 CGPA, but I must get at least 3.7 CGPA; if not, i lost to myself. So as to achieve this, this sem break i have to do something on it; that's study the things for next sem. I'll obtain the notes from my senior (ipoh). Haiz... this maybe is my cost for my mistake. If you ask me whether I have confidence to achieve 4.0 CGPA or not, I'll tell you that I don't have; but I'll build my confidence for answer you loudly, YES! Miracle is something unexpected!

Really, this is such a rare miracle for me. I'm not a strong student in acedemic. I'm just a normal student, who like to provoke. "4.0, I'm trying to get you!"

But after I finished my last paper, I ge sick already. I have to relax myself and recovering all my energy, then only my sem break-study can do smoothy... So cham! Others enjoy during their sem break, I have to study~~~

But I always remember what capt. Ariwa (speaker of program "Thinking-out-of-the-box") told me: If you want different result, you must be different la!

The "Structure" changing in relationship... In process

2009-04-12T13:30:00.001+08:00

Well, 1st of all, i sense something is changing...
How to say?

When the final examination approaching... Everyone is stress. It's normal...

When the final examination approaching... Everyone prone to grab more times to deal with his/her study. It's normal...

When the final examination approaching... Everyone will start to feel worry or fear about the preparation... It's normal...

When the final examination approaching... Everyone will tend to study over and over again with as many revision as one can. It's normal...

When the final examination approaching... Everyone will mainly put the focus on up-coming examination. It's normal...

However, When the final examination approaching... Everyone tend to ONLY focus on academic, It's also considered normal...

These all follow normal contribution...

The thing is... There are many things around you which are more than an examination... (which you also should contribute on~)

Please my friends, don't only focus on academic while neglect other more important things in your life.

As an undergraduate, study is important, but without vital objects around you; study is meaningless...

1506, 1519, 1446, 1468~~~

2009-04-12T12:22:00.003+08:00

Come lo come lo.. buy Magnum lo....
When sem break as i go back to Ipoh, i really want to buy these numbers. See who's house number is the luck one...
If i win, i treat u all eat! Just if i win la... hahax...

My final examination timetable

2009-04-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

This is my final examination timetable, anyone just can refer...
After 11/5/09, then... haha.. haha..! But have to prepare much much before all of it.
This will be my first time having final examination in university... curios o~~~

Stress gift from Monica!!!

2009-03-28T11:38:00.004+08:00

Guess what is inside???

When you open it...

Then it looks like this!!!

Really funny! haha! at least relaxing la... hoho~~~!

Same of the essential statements!!!

2009-03-21T02:45:00.007+08:00

I can surely say that i have been long time didn't follow up my blog, the main reason is the life is too busy in university! Everyda have to busy, busy somthing like assignment, lab reports, presentation even no time to study.... but I often tell myself that "welcome to university life"~~~

Life has to go on...

NOT only me, everyone is the same, busy all the time...

Within the university life, there were many many things happened, too much there, can't describe fully in time.

But somehow, i really really learned a lot of things. I like to learn new thing even it have to been through a hard time. In fact, learning is an enjoyable process.

Below are the things that are essential through out the life... Let me share with you~~~:

-Stop bangau-ing!

-There is no ordinary moment, every moment is a choice...

-Every single event, you have a choice or even more, so, choice la...!

-When every mistake comes out, we should appreciate it because it just like our teacher.

-Every failure is a step forwards to succeed.

-Pareto's principle: 80 : 20

-Always provoke! Because this is the way to get great ideas and develop self improvement!

-Being a intergalactic thinking and critical thinking!

-Every problem has a solution, every solution comes from you.

-The best solution is the simplest solution.

-"Money" is a form!

Lastly, a principle that hold the universe is a law, which known as the "Law Of Stability"

Whereas all the things in the universe are just in a "point of view".

3 big big eyes~

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Sorry that I put such scary pictures... :-P

The Oscar Prom Night at UTAR~~~! - @ - 12/02/09

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Images of my lab~

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Here are few images from my lab... They are my friends and some also my group partner...

mY CaR!!!

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This is the bicycle I use for going to university everyday!!! cool?!?!
i like the color, black! I just like la~~~
I go for lunch, dinner also with it..
Actually it's quite enjoy with bicycling, with wind blowing me, admiring surrounding... and this exercise is an environment safe...
But one thing scares me, that's rain! Once the sky is going to rain, it makes me nervous haha!
But anyway, life has to go on!

Simple Wearing for Studying

2009-01-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

This is my simple wearing for my routine classes. Simple shoe, simple clothe, simple pant and simple hair style is enough for me. Because for me, the rich should be inner, not the outlook.

The beginning of mine at UTAR

2009-01-05T21:49:00.001+08:00

Here is the place I start my university life...
It's UTAR (University Tunku Abdul Rahman)
Well, it's a new beginning... I hope that everything will be fine... I hope I can get good result and proceed to my master level... It sounds like impossible... but with a try, it adds some tiny hopes...
Don't talk that far, back to university life. I'm talking the course of Bachelor of Science (hons) Chemistry. The buildings here are quite beautiful, and more new blocks are in process. Actually, I'm very enjoy the views of Kampar, surrounding by mountains, lakes, and trees.
I'm using my bicycle to drive to university, it's quite far, so bicycling just like a routine exercise. But one thing very meaningful for me, bicycling helps to save the environment.

Tick-tack~~~

2008-12-15T14:43:00.012+08:00

Once upon a time, a man bought a new clock, and placed it in between two old clocks...

One of the old clock says: "Are you ready to tick? I'm afraid that after you have finished three hundred and twenty million ticks, you are unable to stand anymore."

The new clock says: " My god! Three hundred and twenty million times ticks?!?! Such a grand event! I couldn't do it."

Another old clock says: "Don't listen to him. Don't get frightened. The only thing that you need to do is to tick once for every second."

The new clock says: "Are you kidding me?! I don't believe it because it seemed to be simplest job in the world."

The new clock doubted by saying that: "Well, I will give a try."

The new clock now ticks once for every scond easily.

Tick-tack~Tick-tack~Tick-tack~~~ Unconsciously, one year passes...

The new clock eventually finished its three hundred and twenty million times ticks.

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Well, when you look at something, it may be complicated or simple, but it's just a point of view... Everyone is saying the way to success, isn't it sounds too early cause it's just too far away from you now? One thing that I'm sure, everyone is hoping for success.

For someone, success is too far away from them, but we don't have to worry about the future, the important is what we're doing? Tomorrow what we want to do? Every question is aiming to our dream.

Don't rush, because every result will be accumulated from time to time, just like knowledge, you cannot absorb too much at a time, or else you will lose some of them.

As example which is the new clock, every second "tick-tack" once, everyday do something for his dream, the colour of success will slowly appear in your life... Not too much, not too less, but beautiful enough...

In fact, success is not an outcome, but a journey. A failure can be a success, a success can be a failure, it's depending on what the point of view you're looking at...

Don't you heard before that there are many great losers in the world? Why? Because we cannot differentiate a thing with the only outcome. We have to look overall. Maybe the outcome sounds like failed, but within the process we gain another valuable things. For example, when you invest, what I'm talking here is about the money, if the investment fails, mean you lose your money, isn't it the outcome pointing your failure? Not absolutely, you may gain another thing which cannot purchase by using cash, that's knowledge.

There is no proper measurement for success and failure, again they are just a point of view... So don't be care about the outcome, take serious of your journey of life, that's what we should be! Every second "tick-tack" once~~~ keep holding on~~~

2008-12-09T22:45:00.002+08:00

On 8th of December, I treated my family and my grandmum a morning meal...
i worked as a teacher and earned some money... So it just as a present for them... Hope they will happy...

Pizza Time!!!

2008-12-03T18:47:00.001+08:00

Have a great time with Pizza with my gf! haha! it's delicious man! Not only Pizza, spaghetti delicious too!
We had our sweet meal time at Jusco shopping mall... then went home...

It has been 2 years~~~

2008-12-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

It has been 2 years be with my gf...
From 2006, 2nd of December, we started being together until today, we still stand on and love each other. It's not easily to describe my feeling about this, however, it's worth to live for...
The above photo captured on our time, we are singing K with others friends...
It was a cute shoot. My gf with the little cute balloon boy...

This is the photo which my gf helped me catch down...
We are in Ipoh, Jusco, behind is the castle maze which build for the purpose of celebrating X'mas!

My guitar strings being changed

2008-12-01T22:25:00.001+08:00

Hey, I'm changing my guitar strings... It's my cheap cheap guitar, but I love it. It has with my long time ago... and i plan to buy a new guitar... but at Ipoh, hard to find a music shop that is trusted... Maybe i just go KL buy...
I want buy more expensive one, and with built-in pick-up... anyone got suggestion? Where can i buy my new guitar with better quality? I just want to buy my one new guitar~~~

One day, with nothing to do... so we both so sing K!

2008-11-26T23:37:00.000+08:00

It was nice to sing K with my dear... no need rush for the mic... Just we both sing as long as we want!

Digi Fair'''

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My friend requested me to help him contribute in a Digi Fair, these were the photos I caught.

My rose growing up!

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It has been a time when i bought it back from cameron highland. Before that, it was small, just a 1 or 2 roses there.. But now, you see, there are 14 there! I'm happy with that~~~

Here are the teachers!

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Here are the teachers from PoiLam...
These photos captured at a victory ceremony.
Quite a crazy night there, most of them are female and less are male... but this is an ordinary phenomenon, because in these field, male teachers are greatly less than female teachers, and that's why they called male teachers as rare species.

Last school assembly

2008-11-14T23:12:00.001+08:00

Oou~~~ It was my last assembly...
It was morning... with year 4, 5 and 6 pupils...
The assembly... nothing to do, just see the show and chi-chat at the back...
Well you can see there were a lot of pupils there down the stage, can you estimate how many were there?
The teachers were preparing for things to be started, some were having their duty there and some like me nothing to do.
But something happened unexpectedly, when the time of headmistress giving talk, she suddenly pull out a letter and read, the content was about eulogizing me... hehex... it's not bad...
Some how the assembly ended then we continued with our meal with teachers and the day of school ended...
So much for my happy ending~~~

Here was the final!

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3 OF US

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Here are complete captures.... 3 teachers(including me) in charge for this dance. Namely "雨中即景"

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My CUTE CUTE dancers...! After a make-up, then just like being transform into a baby-doll child... These photos are taken at the back of stage... There were 18 of them...

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Last pratice for them... they expert on this dancing song, then knew every step well, so only hope is there was no accident happens during the performance...
Look at the pupils, they're wearing raincoat for their performance! hahax.. it's colourfull~~! and with those attracting umbrellas, this was our year one dance team...

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From the begining... a fresh training for my dancers... So so cute! All from year 1. Teachers planned the dancing steps for them, they learnt, they praticed.

PoiLam~~~

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Here are my little collects from my handphone...
These 'were' my memories...

Beer Drink

2008-11-03T18:14:00.001+08:00

Here are my best frens.... After we watched movie at cinema then continued with beer time... however, we all drove there, so we didn't have much on that so we also need to drive back home...
We chatting great... have a great time there and sharing season... it was a nice time to chill up...

Bring my gf back from UPM, Serdang

2008-11-01T21:26:00.001+08:00

This photo captured at one of the UPM (University Putra Malaysia) canteen.
My gf is studying there so hard... I'm proud of her.
My good friend, Wan Lin there too... She is studying with the same course with my gf. It's rare.
Hope my gf can graduate faster and if possible, continue with his master education.
I'll start study at UTAR also starting from Jan 2009. We both gambateh!!!

Celebrating birthday with Jennifer

2008-10-31T23:45:00.002+08:00

This is the place i went for the 1st time, that is MoonRiver at Kinta rive...
We had dinner there and walk there and chatting there... Is was a nice time with her. I wish her happy birthday and wish her achieve great result on her coming STPM examination.

Working just like torture my throat...

2008-10-07T19:40:00.003+08:00

Working as a primary teacher, it just like torture my throat. Why?
The whole class is filled with 43 pupils whom from year 1 only. This kind of pupils are very naughty. If you want to control the whole class, you need a loud "speaker". That is why my throat always feel uncomfortable. But somehow, as a teacher, I still need to teach at whatever situation, because the responsibility is there.

After a hard time, another hard time began.

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Once upon the time, i had faced an accident. I was driving my motorcar along the road, suddenly a van rushed out to make a 'U' turn. Instead, the road is 2 directions road but there is a double line between it, no one can make any 'U' turn on that road. I was shock. I was not able to make an emergency break. At last, the van knocked me. the hit point was on my left leg. So, my leg's bone was broken.

The story continued, when I have been struck, I fly out from the motorcar towards the air! At the air, nothing I could do, I didn't know what would happen when I land down, or didn't know whether I got a chance to land or not. Stricky speaking, I didn't even know the next second i could be alive or not.

Nothing I could do, only hope...

But, I successful landed...

With a several rolling and tumbling, I landed. I was awake. I knew I was fully injured. I couldn't stand up and couldn't even move a step. My hand twisted and my leg's bone broke.

Then people started coming to check me up, then a kind women help me called ambulance. Within a time, ambulance came. That was my first time in my life for being rode by ambulance.

In hospital, my operation was successful. The doctor managed to insert a supporting metal into my left leg. Then i stayed about 3 days then leaved hospital. I can tell you truly, the life at hospital was so hard. Not even that, when I came home, the hard time continued. I have to do many physical treatment. My moves were so inconvenient. Need people to look after me. It was a hard time that I could remember for my whole life.

After 2 years...

The above photo u can see was my second time to get in hospital. Just to remove the supporting metal inside my left leg. In fact it was another hard time. The pain, the tough, the patient and the cost is not easy to deal with.

Don't get yourself in trouble, try your best to avoid any harmful affair.
Every surgery, there is a pain and a risk on it. But I'm very clear by know that, there is a hope too....!

A Nature Shape of Love

2008-10-04T15:12:00.005+08:00

Somewhere from Malaysia, Ipoh, appeared a shape of love. From a flat ground, with a concave. Every-after rain, a love will appear which fill by water, with shadows reflect from surrounding. It attracted me to capture it down. This is something unique that merely exist in nature. But a question appears, would nature know the thing about love? Would nature could define the "Love"?

Would you could do so?

What i could be sure say that, love is abstract.

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